| Saturday, January 1st, 2005 |
| 6:29 pm |
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| Tuesday, November 9th, 2004 |
| 12:33 pm |
so today i went to school. left at 10:15 to go to the doctors coz ive been all... wierd latley and i needed a physical if i wanted to do track. well turns out, doctors really do suck. so. he checks stuff. i have low blood pressure. err. and a heart murmur?! what! i got so scared. he said it was nothing to worry about but i have to go get it checked and everything at GBMC soon. and i have to get blood work to see if anything is wrong with my thyroids coz half the women in my family have thyroid problems. and turns out a lot have heart murmurs too. jeez. i hate this. ive been like... completley healthy till i hit 16. besides a few broken bones. hah. ill be fine. i know its nothing major coz i didnt even know there was a problem. god damnit. this day has officially sucked. asjdhasdh. im gunna go do crap. <33 byes/ Current Mood:  listlessCurrent Music: nothing. god damn speakers broke. |
| Sunday, November 7th, 2004 |
| 2:00 pm |
YES. im writing in my livejournal. latley its been a rare occurance. well i had a french kid. and she sucked. she knew english. but she was so boring. all she wanted to do was sleep. but i got to see graham tons and i thought i was gunna be able to. yep.he makes me so mother effing happy. its unreal. heh we are cool. wh0rz! school is gay. i cant wait till i graduate. im going to essex for atleast a year. maybe two. im gunna do the honors program there. and if i graduate from that you have acceptance to a bunch of schools. out of the ones i might go to loyola coz they have a photography program thing. but im deffinetly trying for MICA. holy shit. im kind of excited. i went and looked at essex yesterday. from what i saw, it was nice. everyones like "ewww essex! such a bad school!" oh well. coz its not. and its cheap. YEAH. i might post pictures on here soon. i havent in forever. no one knows what i look like anymore. not like ive changed much. hah. i have a "huge" zit under my nose. i hate it. hah. i remember when i used to always have "huge" zits. thank god they went away. alkdrjsdljk o, IM AT MY GRANDPARENTS AND ITS BORING. i shouldve made graham come. but when i asked him to that one time i guess i made my grandmother sound like she was like.. half dead. but nah. shes doing ok. shes really skinny (compared to how she used to be.) and stuff. but shes doing better than shes been the past like... year. hah better than the 1st time he met her. so it probably woulda been fine. yeah ENOUGH. k byes. <33 Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: HelloGoobye |
| Tuesday, October 26th, 2004 |
| 8:07 pm |
"Do You Even Have A Heart?" ahye. im such a terrible terrible terrible person. shoot me. im not saying why. i love my friends. because no matter what they find a way to make me smile. i had a bad day. i love my boyfriend. i think too much. about people who dont think at all. hah. i was for some reason crying. and he called me 2 seconds later. it was like he knew i was crying and he wasnt even there. oooo. i love him soo much. good job volleyball girls. :) sarah barber is amazing. i love you girl! hah. loochy is my lover. hah well... if i were a lesbooo. jksdaksjd I LOVE YOUUU LOSER. hah tomorrow, i go to DC. and i will buy graham something there. and write him a multiple page note on colorful paper. because... i really do love him. more than anything. and ive been a big turd latley. and i want to change the way ive been acting. so yeah. ooooo <3 |
| Sunday, October 24th, 2004 |
| 10:49 pm |
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| Saturday, October 23rd, 2004 |
| 4:24 pm |
heyy. so i have another french kid. and this one can speak english. and she wears dr. martins (ahah sp?) and converse. and scarfssss. (my new fetish. hah) and cool big rings. asidasd YEAH. and she brought me candles. and oo i love candles. and shes cool. maybe this wont be so bad. don is gunna bang her. coz he picked her coz shes pretty. i love graham. we went to loochies soccer game. and he froze coz he forgot his hoodie. and i tried to make him warm but it didnt work :( lol. then he lefftt. and my mom came and got me. then took me over his house. hahahaha. i wanted last night to be awesome since i probably couldnt "hang hang" this weekend or next weekend. or next tuesday when we are off school. (i might be able to and that makes me smile coz its 3 months <3) ooo it was a cool night even though we just sat in his room and watched cky something and stevo out on bail. and part of monty python and the holy grail. but my food hit the controler and made it all messed up so we turned that off. haha. ooo i love you soo much graham. im off to the damn welcome party. my mom made wings. WTF. thanks for making something i can eat. bitch. haha. Current Music: the used (coz i havent for soo long) |
| Tuesday, October 19th, 2004 |
| 9:45 pm |
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY TRISTAAA! k so screw a real update. school was gay. i had to leave from sarahs v-ball game when graham had just gotten there. dance was gay BUT THEN! i went to target. and i bought gloves, a scarf and a jacket thing. and i saw FEEF & MEG & TRISTA ! ! ! I hadnt seen Meg & Trista in forever. I miss themm. <3 done. byes. |
| 5:24 pm |
well i havent updated for a bit. saturday was homecoming. and it was great. ooo how i love graham. soo perfect. :) ! ! ! school sucks. and i think wayyy too much. ill have a real "update" later. maybe a long with a few pictures from HC ;) |
| Thursday, October 14th, 2004 |
| 2:46 pm |
wow. i havent really updated for a while. today was spirit day. it was gay. i wore my dance team shirt. the pep rally was canceled. we couldve had it. the fire drill didnt happen. we did work. err. i flipped out on my math teacher coz shes a dumb bitch. the only time i talk in there is to state my opinion on how shes such a terrible teacher and she handles kids the wrong way. and shes just dumb. she just gives me this "im gunna rape you" stare. its scary. hah screw her in the ass. so i finished my article. and josh says it should just be a gator bite. screw him. he gets front page, top fold. and i get a mother fucking gator bite. i did a lot of work on it. just no one wanted to give me information. whatever 300 words is enough for even a small article. well see what happens. everyone is pissing me off latley. at lunch these black kids steal our chairs. so we steal them back. so we get yelled at. wtf. they told someone WE used racial slurrs and yelled at them "from time to time" BRIAN SAID FUCK YOU TO ONE OF THEM ONCE. thats not a racial slurr. and its not from time to time. whatever. i love graham so much. haha he tries to piss me off but hes unsuccessful. it just makes me laugh. "there exsists a star above that always steals my stare" <33 |
| Tuesday, October 12th, 2004 |
| 8:26 pm |
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| Saturday, October 9th, 2004 |
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| Friday, October 8th, 2004 |
| 11:08 pm |
k. so i deleted some non-friends only entries. coz im dumb and write gay stuff. today was decent. im doing OK in school. philosophy... we had a test. but it was still a cool class. "DAT FART BURNED JIM'Z BUTT" ahaha wow. doug and horatio wrote that on the board with sohns magnets. yeahh. in photo, im still working on my god damn pinhole camera. pain in the tooshie. oh well. mr. whipple is the coolest teacher. i love that class. then after school was dance team. we stretched. and then mrs matthews gave us frozen thingies. "wild bunch" and then i left. and came home. and MY DRESS WAS HERE! its soo pretty. it fits me perfect. :) i was debating on weather or not to wear it to HC. but i think i will. ill get a different dress for Ring Dance. i have to get shoes. coz i think id be taller than graham in my shoes i have now coz they are really tall... but i probably wouldnt. but still i want new shoes. im gunna get my nails did, shorter though. and just "french manicure" or whatever then a black line across each of them. and then on my one finger im gunna get a black bow and two black lines going down to the tip. so it looks like the oppososite of my dress. itll be pretty. i love getting my nails did. no clue why. i dont know if im getting my hairs did. i dont feel like it. ill feel tooo dressy. i donno. maybe ill do it myself. #1 reason to go to HC... getting dressed up and pretty. :) k. i think graham almost "ditched" me tonight. but he didnt. hah. k. so i dont ever make plans anymore coz they end up falling out. so its a friday night. lara is wherever with her cousin. traci is at marching band. and i was bored. i hate doing this but i do it so i know if im gunna sit around and be bored, or do something. fun. no clue. well i asked graham what he was doing and it was "i dunno" so i said "we should hang" so hes like ok and then "mike and andrew want me to hang with them saldiuas d" yeah. well long story short. they had gone to the mall for god knows what. and that kinda frustrated me coz it was supposedly - going to andrews. then coming there. - but it ended up - going to andrews. mall. coming there. - but he came by himself so it was ok. :) we hung for a tad upstairs. coz if we always just dart down the basement my moms gunna think im a ho-bag. and im not. she made him a slushee thing. it was ew. we went downstairs and started watching spider man. and then smarowsky calls me. "Hey what are you doing" - "watching spiderman with graham. just come in" so smarowsky and mike came. err oh well. but then they stoled him. ... my question, if they hadnt come, how would you have gotten home. MU HAHA. just kidding. but it was an OK night. coz kirsten and nathan are adorable and they were here and graham met them. cool. and spider mans a good movie. and yayy. i love you graham, hah yes i dooo. you make me so emm-effing happy. you have nooo clue. <33 Current Mood:  crappyCurrent Music: hellogoodbye - shimmy shimmy quarter turn |
| Tuesday, August 24th, 2004 |
| 7:33 pm |
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